is overrated! After 32 years of trying to live up to the expectation of others I have finally decided that I don't give a shit anymore. I have to make myself happy and not bother with what others think of me.
Can't believe it took me so long. I am not perfect but I can do my best and noone can expect anything more from me, they don't have the right to!
Today I'm starting to write a list of 500 things about myself that I love. Am going to add at least 2 things a day.
I know now for a fact that J and I are no more, unfortunately we are no longer friends...He hurt me too much by not being honest with me. I will miss him but life goes on and I might as well go with it and you'll never know where it takes me :)
I have a lot to be greatful for: my health, great job, great friends and family, lovely apartment and a great sense of fashion ;) and I'm fab!
Do things happen for a reason? I don't know but I hope so. There's been a lot going on in my life lately and now I really know where I can turn for unlimited support and love even when I don't deserve it.
Most people are lucky if they find one soule mate- I am lucky enough to have 3.
They are my luck and my soul and pick me up wherever and whenever I fall.
So, enough of the drama: was out on the town yesterday with office-hottie M looking for a new couch. Wanted to see what he would look like on it since he might end up there some night ;) Then dropped by Åhlens to return the bag I bought since it broke the first time I used it. Very bad but returning it wasn't a problem. Need to pick up another one this weekend. Oh saturday is Maria's X-mas in Summer-party. What shall I wear?? Will definetly wear my new white shoes from Porto but what else?? Hannah and I are going to strutt our stuff there. I hope there will be dancing, haven't gone out dancing in ages...
Well better get back to work now
Love/E
Song of the day: You've got a friend - The Brand New Heavies
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